tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-57328370983449606962024-03-06T06:01:18.795+08:00bagongLANGITi am exactly where God wants me to be... Ako Si Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09829422506309457653noreply@blogger.comBlogger315125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5732837098344960696.post-70821882923569439722014-03-25T14:24:00.002+08:002014-03-25T15:19:46.791+08:00likeAIR
have you ever experienced how it feels to be in "real comfort"?
how waking up each day feels like the freshest sunshine and daisies all around..
can you really put to words the deepest meanings of a true love's sigh?
how each breathing out makes you feel that you're "the lucky one"
will you ever let go of your biggest reason for everything?
while everyone else think you can't have Ako Si Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09829422506309457653noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5732837098344960696.post-74547697107409526232013-02-01T16:25:00.001+08:002013-02-06T17:46:53.319+08:00beautifulSOUL
it's been a while since my last blog entry. but i really hope i can write more this year. i am writing this with a really happy heart. 2012 ended with a big surprise, that is, finally getting myself to say that "i am ok. i am exactly where God wants me to be. i am ok. healed, stronger..." it's amazing to see that the past year flew somewhat fast. it was like waking up one day and i Ako Si Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09829422506309457653noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5732837098344960696.post-77978761624157498042012-12-11T15:53:00.000+08:002012-12-11T15:55:43.653+08:00crescentMOON
masaya ako ngayon.
naluluha ako sa sobrang kasiyahan.
nararamdaman ito ng puso ko.
pero batid ko din ang alinlangan.
ang pangamba na kapag nabigong muli,
hindi ko na alam kung paano mag simula uli.
kung paano bubuohin ang sarili.
masaya ako ngayon.
abnormal ang tibok ng puso ko ngayon.
121112tiusday
Ako Si Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09829422506309457653noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5732837098344960696.post-71185559056467842242012-11-07T16:08:00.002+08:002012-11-07T16:08:46.380+08:00yeyLORD
just when i am nearly in the peak of the brand new me, God sends me one huge surprise of a lifetime.
Lord naman, and hirap naman nito.. :(
ay naku ay naku!! paano ba ito?
110712wednesday
Ako Si Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09829422506309457653noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5732837098344960696.post-40034172083588014112012-11-05T17:01:00.000+08:002012-11-05T17:01:47.773+08:00loveLIVES
... to stop loving isn't an option...
110512Mightymonday
Ako Si Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09829422506309457653noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5732837098344960696.post-30218244724028772182012-10-30T15:48:00.001+08:002012-10-30T15:48:32.292+08:00choosingWARS
exchanging stickies with an officemate..
nikki: ei tsong, ok ka lang? tindi ng sagutan ah.
officemate: ok lang ako. matira matibay. sya ang bumigay.
nikki: iba ka talaga. di ko kaya ang gawa mo. lamat na naman yan. although lalaban din naman ako pag nasaid na ko. pero iiyak pa rin ako. haha.
officemate: iyakin ka kasi. hindi pwede ang ganun. if she wants war, i'll give her war. so dapat may Ako Si Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09829422506309457653noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5732837098344960696.post-56557433515023379602012-10-23T16:17:00.005+08:002012-10-23T16:32:03.658+08:00orWHATEVER
at kung ang pagsinta ay di man nagtagal
ang mas mahalaga natutong magmahal
umibig na walang panghihinayang
kahit malamang na masaktan
he always saw himself as a ninja. and just like a true ninja he lived in his own forms of silence, knows all types of combat and was invincible in his ways. but he was no ordinary ninja. he was extra special. because aside from his mighty skills, Ako Si Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09829422506309457653noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5732837098344960696.post-35924856474628184952012-10-22T15:43:00.001+08:002012-10-22T15:53:43.161+08:00eaglesWINGS
its exactly 2 weeks ago when someone asked me how i am doing, and i heard myself saying "im okay. i am happy."
i cried when i realized that after a very long time, it was only on that day that i said "i am happy." those were happy tears of course. finally, i know that my wings are stronger and are ready for its next big flight.
in introspection, i know that i really cannot change things Ako Si Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09829422506309457653noreply@blogger.com6tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5732837098344960696.post-89502920640325720132012-09-24T14:28:00.000+08:002012-09-24T14:28:01.203+08:00CBhangover
the wind whistles a comforting invitation.
you respond like you're taking in the sweetness of amihan.
you enter a new world again. that which is weird but gives you meaning.
you embrace a state of comfort zone. you again transform in your carefree spirit.
dawn breaks and you part.
you face sunrise and pulls you to retrospect. you dislike it.
your heart whispers its okay. your mind tells Ako Si Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09829422506309457653noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5732837098344960696.post-72750942482785113592012-07-31T15:23:00.001+08:002012-07-31T15:48:32.234+08:00number21326
"great things start from small beginnings... "
each runner runs his own race. some run for fun. some run to win. some run for health. some run to give. ikaw, ano ang hinahabol mo?
i signed up for the 2012 21k milo marathon to join some of my friends who will be running their first full marathon. i hardly trained for the run because i chose to focus on learning how to swim. Ako Si Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09829422506309457653noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5732837098344960696.post-47937252581820829192012-06-30T00:06:00.000+08:002012-06-30T00:30:50.498+08:00runningHEALS
I am not a good runner, but I love doing it.. i love the rush it causes inside me.. the experience of sweating is like adding up time to my life’s hourglass.. and the sound of my breathing gives me that fire to push and go beyond my limits.
one of the first things I included in my bucketlist many years ago was to join a marathon. I first joined the milo marathon in 2008.. Ako Si Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09829422506309457653noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5732837098344960696.post-64661017546519163082012-06-26T01:01:00.001+08:002012-06-26T21:53:45.732+08:00everAFTERS
for people who really know me, i can definitely say that they will agree if i say that i am a hopeless romantic.. ok, let me correct that, they'd probably say i used to be one (so that means i'm no longer that girl they used to know)..
but truth is, i am still a hopeless romantic. although my friends would often see me grin every time i see lovers sticking too close like there's no more Ako Si Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09829422506309457653noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5732837098344960696.post-65765859524917833572012-05-26T20:58:00.001+08:002012-05-26T20:58:23.591+08:00lifesFREEBIES
i went strolling at the mall after my class.. it's sta lucia's 21st anniversary and there was a talent search for kids going on at the activity center. i decided to find a good spot and watched the cute kids do the ramp. then there was the turn of guest artists to perform. kapuso talents louise de los reyes and alden richards performed song numbers separately. i really enjoyed Ako Si Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09829422506309457653noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5732837098344960696.post-57778787766570819202012-05-26T20:36:00.000+08:002012-05-26T20:36:27.280+08:00wastingTIME
hello Jesus.. and gwapo mo naman ngayon! :)
this was the first thought bubble i had upon entering our session hall during my 3-day retreat at the Carmelite missionaries, center of spirituality in tagaytay. i knew that my heart was extra happy because at last my waiting for the big-day was over. finally, it's wasting time again with Jesus. :)
one of my favorite spaces
my Ako Si Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09829422506309457653noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5732837098344960696.post-89623683470370550242012-05-19T19:52:00.001+08:002012-05-19T20:21:09.814+08:00payingFORWARD
people were asking me about my birthday project this year? last year was a simple party at the virlanie foundation and friends helped raised school supplies for the kids (http://bagonglangit.blogspot.com/2011/05/beautifulsouls.html). it was indeed a fun-filled day.
this year, i have decided to support a scholar from kara david's project malasakit. since i also believe that educationAko Si Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09829422506309457653noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5732837098344960696.post-18769090328526942582012-05-19T19:04:00.003+08:002012-05-19T19:04:48.248+08:00myDARNA
nothing is really too late to let people you love know how important they are in our lives...
so here goes,
to the most beautiful woman i will ever know,
happy mother's day mama.
i will always thank God for your unconditional love for all of us.
thank you for raising us well, for teaching us what love is and what love is not.
thank you for being the best mama.
know that i love you Ako Si Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09829422506309457653noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5732837098344960696.post-23671225533182662392012-05-09T23:08:00.002+08:002012-05-09T23:08:31.205+08:00bendedKNEES
dear God,
please take care of my papa
i really feel so helpless being apart from him
keep him in your healing arms
in full humility i beg you this
050912wednesday
Ako Si Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09829422506309457653noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5732837098344960696.post-12853480753867731522012-05-06T15:11:00.001+08:002012-05-06T15:37:57.596+08:00happy33
i just turned 33. oh boy! another year older. :)
my age was never an issue for me. although a lot of people love to joke about my age, it never goes down to my nerves. probably because age is just a number for me. and so, turning 33 still merits a celebration!
it was a real deal when i first received my first text of the day. haha.. God surely knows how to make Ako Si Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09829422506309457653noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5732837098344960696.post-42018483516124827352012-04-17T17:26:00.000+08:002012-04-17T17:26:42.359+08:00coldTABLEASi was still trying to make way for my new heaven.. trying to get used to the roaming people everywhere.. trying to pacify myself with the absence of my bicolMOON and skies.. and trying to find comfort and refuge in the company of new friends..
just when i am starting to get comfort in all the newness of my world, you were there standing in front of me..
and everything just changed..
suddenly myAko Si Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09829422506309457653noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5732837098344960696.post-22326657432265227592012-04-16T14:04:00.000+08:002012-04-16T14:04:53.311+08:00allTANGLED
i asked God "why?"...
because i really don't understand.. :(
#hai
or is this just monday blues?
041612mondayAko Si Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09829422506309457653noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5732837098344960696.post-43228604350144127652012-04-05T16:38:00.006+08:002012-04-06T15:17:06.362+08:00surfingBALERincluded in my 2012 bucket list is to experience surfing in baler, aurora. it's a big joy that i was able to have this dream come true with my lovely sisters, their boyfriends and my office mate, rice queen. we had the trip planned with the help of gafa tours. i decided to go for a travel agency instead of doing the trip on our own. besides, i had a good experience with gafa during myAko Si Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09829422506309457653noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5732837098344960696.post-10540996467307520232012-03-30T15:06:00.001+08:002012-03-30T15:09:21.909+08:00happy33the past two years have been a great challenge for me. i must admit that it was the toughest of my life experiences so far. it did brought me to long days of drought and eventually death. but as they say, death always leads to resurrection. like magic, i woke up one day feeling that the healing is on its way.
there is much to celebrate and much to be thankful for. i thought that what Ako Si Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09829422506309457653noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5732837098344960696.post-30902533469237229642012-03-24T09:15:00.000+08:002012-03-24T09:15:01.839+08:00iDO
i love you.
i honestly love you.
03242012 saturdayAko Si Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09829422506309457653noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5732837098344960696.post-6178592017845972562012-03-11T15:24:00.000+08:002012-03-11T15:24:35.654+08:00samMOONone of my favorite parts in the book i am reading right now...
sometimes i worry there's something wrong with me. sometimes i worry i don't actually feel things regular people do. often i am watching the world rather than actually living in it. it's not just that i feel distant from the world. the thing that worries me is that a lot of times, i feel distant from Ako Si Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09829422506309457653noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5732837098344960696.post-85386077279368774902012-03-11T15:00:00.001+08:002012-09-24T14:30:51.937+08:00dreamCATCHERS
i remember one time when Pilosopong Komikero posted a survey on his twitter regarding one's all time favorite superhero.. i am one of the first batch who joined in the survey saying that Superman will always top my list.
yes, i love Superman.. i adore Superman... i believe i learned to love him more when dean cain played the part. i was inside a cab last night when suddenly the Ako Si Nikkihttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09829422506309457653noreply@blogger.com0