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Tuesday, July 31, 2012

number21326

"great things start from small beginnings... " 
each runner runs his own race. some run for fun. some run to win. some run for health. some run to give. ikaw, ano ang hinahabol mo?



i signed up for the 2012 21k milo marathon to join some of my friends who will be running their first full marathon. i hardly trained for the run because i chose to focus on learning how to swim.  so, for almost 6 months, it was more of swimming than running. but yes, i still pushed through with the signing up.

my phone started to make noise at 2:00 am on race day. it was my sign to wake up and prep up for the run. i started to have second thoughts of pushing. the urge of just staying with my bed and enjoy my sleep was too strong. my mind was telling me that since there was no training, it will be really foolish of me to continue. my phone alarmed a couple of times more.. at 2.30 am, i found myself getting up and proceed with the original plan.

i arrived at the mall of asia start up area an hour early before gunstart. my heart was on its usual cheer up mode as i started to see the green shades all around (pretty much the sight of dlsu color)... i was hearing myself say.. "God, i really love this color.."... then i started to hear the milo song again.. i really love that song.. its like potion to a goal and a dream...it was fun to be surrounded by many runners, and they are from all ages.. really a happy sight and emotion for me..

i never got to see my friends before gunstart.. but i didn't feel alone because the presence of all other runners were enough to keep me company.. then there it is, the signal that soon it will be run time.. :) then bang!!! the 21k runners are up on the road.

my mind was kinda worried that i wont get to the 10k cut off time.. but i just continued running.. i was praying for strength because i really want to reach the finish line..  i was actually happy that i met my personal target for the 10k mark... i started to worry for the remaining distance.. i rejoiced when rain started to pour in.. i was really praying for it because i feel better running in the rain.. the company of rain made me feel like i am supergirl.. :) as i reached the 15k mark, i found myself laughing.. i was just thinking how foolish i am for signing up for the run without really training for it.. i realized it was a crazy thing for me to do.. but then, there was no other way but to just keep running and push myself to more limits..

17k mark started to make things worst... my lower legs were starting to hurt big time.. i was thinking of stopping but i felt that i'll collapse if i stop.  so i decided to walk and run until i reached the finish line.

like any run that i do, whether meeting my target time or not, reaching the finish line is always an accomplishment for me. i was laughing after realizing that my time today was even longer than my first 21k run with two sprained ankles.  this only proved true that trainings are important in everything that we do.. (lol).. but then again, a finish line is always icing on the cake for people who love running but are not very good with it.. (lol)... 

later i was joined by two of my friends who ran the 42k category. aldrin got himself a finisher's medal, while kuya rodel was not not able to meet the cut off time but still completed it anyway.  it was a rainy sunday race, but it was happiness to the heart.

it took me 3.12 hours to finish.. but it was 3.12 grueling but glorious and happy hours for me. 




i first joined the milo fun run 3 years ago. running for milo is my way of sharing a little piece of myself to other kids. running for milo is making dreams one step closer to many children. running for milo means giving shoes out of hard work, determination, and generous hearts.

i run because it brings me closer to God.
i run to give.
i run to heal. (someday soon).
sa ngayon, iyon muna ang hinahabol ko.


073112tuesday


Thursday, April 5, 2012

surfingBALER

included in my 2012 bucket list is to experience surfing in baler, aurora.  it's a big joy that i was able to have this dream come true with my lovely sisters, their boyfriends and my office mate, rice queen. we had the trip planned with the help of gafa tours. i decided to go for a travel agency instead of doing the trip on our own.  besides, i had a good experience with gafa during my sagada adventure.  


baler (capital of aurota)  is a third class municipality in the province of aurora.  it is located northeast of manila and is passable by bus and private vehicles. a lot of people mistake baler as part of the south as it was initially part of the province of quezon until it was made capital of aurora.

i was a little apprehensive to push through with the trip because of the heavy rains during the week.  but since everything is set to go and gafa cleared that there is zero storm to happen, we pushed with the trip.  in my mind i was saying, pursuing this trip because of the kind of weather is added adventure.

we left manila round 1:00 am and took the bulacan, nueva ecija and nueva vizcaya route. it was raining during the entire trip and i did wonder how the rest of the tour would go.  it was also scary passing through a number of landslides.  rice queen was really scared and i just give her a smile every time we see traces of land erosion.

we finally reached our hotel, bayler view around 7:30 am.  it was almost a seven hour trip.  kuya marlon , our driver/tourguide/photographer said that the trip could have been shorter if there was no traffic.  nonetheless, we were just happy to reach baler safe and sound.


the hotel was just along the sabang beach.  giant waves greeted us as we approached the hotel.  it wasn't a huge place but i really loved the atmosphere and the nature that surrounds the place.  we went inside our rooms to prepare for breakfast and for the day's adventure.


our first stop for the day was the museo de baler.  just like other museums, it houses artifacts found in the lands of baler during the pre/spanish times. the artifacts were few but i really loved how the way they captured and presented their native ilongots.  it's always a good experience to visit a place in the Philiipines and get to know first their culture.  it brings you to a deeper appreciation of what our country was and what it is now.


next stop was a visit to the house of the first lady of manuel quezon, the aragon's house.  it wasn't as old as one thinks it is.  i guess the house had been through renovations.  the things inside are not as old like those from rizal's house in calamba but it still tried to show information about life of our first president, manuel quezon.


one thing that i was also looking forward to was the visit to the baler church.  it was of course made more famous because of the movie baler (2008) which starred anne curtis and jericho rosales.  the siege of baler (i admit) is one story in the philippine-spanish history that i admire.  looking with the eyes of a Filipino, the story of spanish soldiers heroically defending baler against filipino forces for 337 days was truly remarkable and speaks much of patriotism.  i believe that like any other soldier, this event captured the loyalty of soldiers to their beloved country. it was a different feeling being able to set my feet on these grounds, the church being a witness to love, patriotism, and courage.


we had  a quick trip to the ermita hill where we got a full view of the entire sabang beach.  it was truly breathtaking.


we were not yet bound for manila but we decided to drop by the pasalubong center for something we can bring home.  like other provinces in the Philippines, baler is also known for its various coconut-made products.  the stores had native products like wallets, hats, purse, and a lot more that were made from coconut palms.  in terms of their delicacies, baler also offers their famous suman.  i am not a suman-fan but when i went to manila, it's one food that excites me.  their native suman (unlike those i usually have in bicol) already has this sweet taste so you won't need anymore sugar for dipping.  it's sold by bundles of 5 and costs 25/bundle.

after the pasalubong center, we decided to have our lunch at kusina de baler.  they were offering lutong-bahay food. it was a perfect way to have lunch in a cold weather.  we had bicol express, bopis, pork fillet, ginisang upo and sisig.  some of us tried their famous papaitan soup.  the place is a great option for those who are looking for lutong-bahay recipes and affordable menus. kusina de baler is located at the heart of downtown baler.



having a wonderful lunch and a cold weather were good invites to a quick snooze.  we all headed back to the hotel and had our siesta.  we got up at 3:00pm and prepared ourselves for the ultimate challenge of all, surfing.  




the weather was still bad and it was freezing cold.  but i guess, no bad weather can stop the visitors of baler not to enjoy the waters and play with the big waves.  we are not a group of swimmers, but the feeling of adventure pulled us to try surfing and just have a blast.
doing the "shaka" sign of Hawai... and trying the waves.. AMAZING BLISS! :)
each of us had our own instructor.  we had a quick lesson on surfing and before we all knew it, we were with with the waves already. sabang beach is perfect for beginners because the water is not too deep but the waves are really big.  it's made even perfect because the water is not very salty so it was really eye-friendly.  that way, beginners will have higher chances of learning fast (i just think so :) ).  i was looking at my group mates and i was really happy that we are all having the time of our lives.  my surfing experience was really one hell of an adventure.  it was love at first encounter with the waves. (big sigh)... really.


 i am also so proud of my sisters, especially lynette who isn't the out-door type.  she also gets cold easily that's why she isn't a fan of cold places.  i was even worried that she won't push through with the activity because of the cold weather.  but probably, because is it was a sisterhood trip, she made her way to trying it for herself.  i rejoiced when i saw her up on her surfboard.  truly, it's an achievement for her.  she even got injured during her early attempts but it didn't stop her from trying again. (big sigh).. i am a proud sister. :)


what's also great is that this trip was a time to bond with my sisters' boyfriends and my office mate, rice queen.  although i have known them for quite a time already, trips have a way of deepening friendships and making it more special.

we had dinner at the hotel because it was too cold to go out and explore downtown.  we had scallions and tuna rice, mixed seafood in oyster sauce, grilled marlin, sinigang and mixed vegetables.  i guess our tired bodies deserved a sumptuous dinner.  after eating, we all headed back to our rooms and sleep. we didn't stay up late.  probably, everyone was tired because of the surfing lessons.  then again, the pain was all worth it.

good morning baler!! we woke up early and had our 7:00am breakfast.  it was really too cold but the cold breeze was at the same time fresh and sweet. i had hotsilog and after a long time of not drinking coffee, i had a few sip of it.  after all, a good morning (as they often say) deserves a good date with a hot coffee.
we were headed to cunayan falls but when we were nearly there, bridge waters did not allow us to get through. kuya marlon said that it was risky for us to proceed as it may affect the car engine and may get us into more trouble.  it was really too bad so we went back to the hotel.  we just watched the surfers and chill out for the rest of the morning.

we wanted to reach manila early so we decided to leave the hotel an hour early from our original schedule. we  went to gerry shans place, a restaurant that serves chinese and seafood.  what better way to enjoy the trip but have a full blast of food too.  we opted for the P150.00 eat-all-you-can (not left over food) offering.  it was one bon appetit experience.  there was more than 14 offering in the menu (yang chow rice, pork adobo, fish fillet, crispy salted squid, papaitan, sinigang, kaldereta, kare-kare, butterd chicken, fried pork chop, grilled liempo, fish with tofu in oyster sauce, kilawin, vegatable salad, pansit bihon, spaghetti, club house, cassava cake, suman, and wateremelon).  bottomless ice tea was also served on the side. it was indeed a festive lunch.  :)

inside the balete tree :) so cool!! 
heading home, we also stopped for the balete park.  the park is also a common visitors' site in the baler.  the balete tree is more than 500 years old.  it was a kinda creepy sight but at the same time interesting.  we went inside the tree and i can't help but imagine the movie peter pan. the tree, huge as it is can really house people inside it.  amazing. :)

as we leave baler, we took pictures at the arch as a sign of our happy experience of the place.  it's an experience that will deserve a place in my 2012 happiness jar.  thank you Lord for this.  :)

hey baler, see you again. :)

baler trip 033112 - 040112 (sat-sun)
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Wednesday, February 22, 2012

sixteenTWENTY

people may never understand where i am coming from.. people may not fully grasp the reasons for the battles i chose to fight or the battles i chose to leave behind..


and in the countless times of u-turns, relapse, pitstops and crossroads; in the face to face long hours with emptiness, solitude, and fear; in many moments of feeling like i am a walking dead; - - i allowed myself to stay with all of it in full humility of what i was feeling and holding on to; i allowed myself to embrace time with patience and breathe with hope that all these shall pass..


and then one day, to my surprise, i just felt that something has changed.. i cannot fully explain what or why or how, i just know that something is different... the memories and pictures remain vivid every time i close my eyes, but the heartbeat is humming and calm... there are (sometimes) moments when the the old tunes come in, but the heart embraces it immediately with sighs of forgiveness and letting go..



(big sigh).. its really amazing how God messes things up and let you find your way towards peace and serenity.. how He allows us to take our time..  and how He makes us new again even with the scars we have... it's always a blessing to find one's way back into love...

after the heavy rains,
flightless birds, lost birds,
heavy sighs, unanswered calls, unreturned smiles

at the end of all these,
blue moon or full moons,
together or apart,
for a reason, a season or a lifetime,

i will always be the lucky one! 


happy birthday MyangLigaw,
happy wednesday FlightlessBird.


i am getting there,
soon.
 

022212wednesday


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Saturday, January 7, 2012

celebrating2011

i must admit that there was a lot of apprehensions and worries at the onset of my 2011.  being in the adjustment process brought by the big decisions in terms of career and transfer here in the metro was a struggle and at the same time a challenge.  not to mention, a little of the baggages from the past was still haunting me.

then again, God was (is) good.  i witnessed how heaven walked its way patiently during the entire year.  i experienced how the spirit of God allowed me to open myself up through little steps and through various encounters and opportunities.  everything just turned out to be gifts all on its own.  and as i saw the year come to an end, i also realized that i got much better. i knew i was stronger and ready for take off again.

there are countless blessings received that i will always be grateful for.  but i would also like to highlight some events that made the year extra special.  in no particular order of value, again thank you Lord for 2011.

this may appear like a cliche but my family (the wind beneath my wings) is my greatest gift for the year.  i really don't speak of them a lot but it is particularly this year that i got to feel their presence in a very special way.  the saying does runtrue that our families will never let us down.  i knew they know about my sadness and my struggles, but they allowed me to have things on my own pace.  i know how much they long to see my used-to-be-smiles, my signature laughs and my high energy for life, those i believe they also start to see one day at a time.  they're presence had been a gift to my healing soul and hopeful heart.

the year was also a fulfillment of my long-time dream to marvel sagada .  it was a dream come true to finally reach the destination and travel with via yang and bro.  the chance to breathe fresh and cold air was salt and pepper to my soul. (http://www.bagonglangit.blogspot.com/2011/04/summertime.html).

my birthday outreach (http://www.bagonglangit.blogspot.com/2011/05/beautifulsouls.html) was also a huge blessing to me. the chance to be accompanied by beautiful souls in sharing our time with the children of virlanie became a reminder that i am blessed in so many ways and that life (short or long) has still a lot in store for me.

bagongLANGIT.blogspot.com turned one year.  as i often say, the site was born to fill in the emptiness within.  he's become a twin, a bestfriend, and a counselor all in one.  in the countless times when i had my u-turns and relapse and in a number of times of my surprising zest and hopeful sighs, he's become the witness of it all.  MYAngligaw (though lost) still got to feel what home is and thus was never alone.


2011 is special because of my uaap season 74 experience.  to finally see basketball games coming to life was thrilling in every way.  i had the opportunity to watch the games with new and old friends.  weekends turned out to be vitamins to me.  and whether people believe it or not, this experience turned out to be comfort zones to me and allowed me to take off some of the layers of my fears and inhibitions.  i started to look into my care-free self again and imagined seeing myself soar the skies again.


myMVP (emmanMonfort) was a big factor for my happy september weekends. just watching him play basketball completed my days.  oh, i just love him to the bone. he calls the play. he passes the ball. admu scores (http://www.bagonglangit.blogspot.com/2011/09/mymvp.html.).  and yah, he reminds me of my happy heart too (http://www.bagonglangit.blogspot.com/2011/09/flashknows.html).


eat.pray.love.RUN.and love some more.  my running journey  also celebrated its first anniversvary (runningMYA).  just when i thought i will never have that patience to do long distance running, i was surprised of the desire to just run.  i admit that i decided to run as my form of deviating my thoughts and focusing my energy to something more productive.  but after realizing that it also provides me with a different kind of bliss, i also saw myself determined to push harder and work harder to achieve my goals.  i got the chance to run 11 marathons (1-3k, 1-10k, 9-5k).  each marathon with different sets of friends.  icing on the cake of course is the fulfillment of my 21k (half marathon) finish.  i am not a very good runner, but i know that my heart flies every tie i do it.  after all, it is good for my heart (literally and figuratively).



meet and greet the journeyingjames (http://journeyingjames.com/).  i am an avid fan of what he does and a follower of his blogs.  it was a pleasure to finally meet him during the  (camSur 2011 international marathon) last september.  it was fun sharing stories with him over dinner with friends from home.  truly an honor! :)

a piece of home at the metro is truly a blessing and happiness to me.  although time spent is limited, chit chats and meas shared turn out to be absolute fun and adventure.  their presence is a comfort that brings the warmth of home and family. and by home is also the inclusion of my most beloved bicolMoon turning  manilaMoon. :)

cherry on the top is the gift of time with  RuSs and Leigh.  
cherry on the top is the gift of time with  RuSs and Leigh.  
one thing i know, ill count this twice every time i'll count my 2011 blessings (http://www.bagonglangit.blogspot.com/2011/11/spellhappiness.html.) need i say more?

my adMu family. it may not show very well, but i have learned to love them as they are.  i may find a lot of differences from where i used to be, but these differences helped me get through each day and made me braver in my learning process.  it may not be the kind of team that i see, but heaven knows that each day with you was a chance to know myself more and discover hidden strengths. it is also with these discoveries that i also thank God for the new work assignment for 2012.  as i take on a new job (which is my dream job) i continue to beg you for the strength i will need to take on the new responsibilities.  yes! yes! i 'll push myself more to higher grounds! 

my adNu. my home.  when i left home, i was scared of going back.  the idea of seeing everyone was a perfect way of witnessing a lonely heart.  it was indeed a big surprise that i felt my heart smiling, laughing and even releasing happy sighs when i spent time with them over the holidays.  i cannot say it's picture perfect, but i can say that it's a good start.

absolute foodie, here she is again. i started to turn on the stove and cook simple meals for myself and my sisters.  my eyes grew big when i realized i was cooking again.  i guess i was too surprised seeing myself in the kitchen again.  this is definitely a good sign. and i know i am better when i am ready to do desserts.  in time. in time. ref cake on the start up line!

my secret strength, theYellowGuy.  he's not your ordinary stress ball, he's like harry's wand or tinkerbell's dust. toxic and unfair days at the office end up with a smile at the sight of him.  he was also chanting for me to push to the finish line during my 21k dream.  and when some people think i am crazy, he smiles and agrees with me when i say no i am not, i am just a little unwell.  then i smile again.. just like magic. :)

i believe i tried and worked harder to turn my 2011 a better one for me.  as i acknowledge and embrace the truth that i am not 100% ok, i respected my personal space at the same time took baby steps of going out of my shell and breaking free from the sad zone.  i know that it may still take a little while, but with high hopes, i will make sure a stronger and better me will come to life.

finally seeing myself laughing my heart out.  my sister once told me that she misses the old me.  she said that she does not seem to see the same eyes that i used to have.  i know she is right.  maybe because i have not heard myself laugh so often anymore.  and this picture just sparkle a turning point as a start this 2012.  yes, i also miss my old self.  thank you free spirit and batang bubuwit for the captured moment.  i will take this with me in my back pack as i start this new year.  this will serve as my sticky-note that life is indeed short so i must choose to be happy.  that is the only option. so, how about a new profile pic for 2012?

07 january 2012 sabado