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i watched the movie shawshank redemption. it was a very touching movie. i had little sobs in betweens. but it communicated a good tone and feeling. only that, i must admit, it also trigerred dying moments again. i wanted to curl up and just feel nothing.

in one scene, andy (the lead character) mentioned his dream of going to a place called zihuatanejo.  its a town in mexico and is near the the pacific ocean.  mexicans say that the pacific is a place with no memory. andy wants to live there for the rest of his life.. a warm place with no memory

my drifting-world turned on once again. a place with no memory.. how could anyone desire for that? why will anyone choose that? on a second thought, i think i would want that too..

a place with no memories..
i can only sigh..

i have to remind myself that some birds aren’t meant to be caged.

their feathers are just too bright. and when they fly away..

the part of you that knows it was a sin to lock them up does rejoice.

 but still the place you live in is that much more drab and empty that theyre gone.

i guess I just miss my friend.

-ellis boyd redding (morgan freeman)-

hope is a good thing.. maybe the best of things.

and no good thing ever dies.

-andy dufransne (tim robbins)-

i hope one day i can look at you without anger.

i hope one day i can touch you without breaking into pieces.

i hope one day i can look at you in the eyes with forgiveness.

i hope.

-MYAngligaw-

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