Saturday, June 25, 2011

hidingPLACE

oo na, aaminin ko na.

ayaw ko.
na palawakin muli ang mundo ko para magkaroon ng mga bagong kaibigan. na makipag usap ng masinsinan dahil maaari itong magbukas ng mas malalim na posibilidad. ayaw kong magbukas ng pinto para mapanatili ang sarili na mag isa sa bagong mundo.

takot ako.
na magsimula uli. na matutong maniwala at magtiwalang muli.
na tumaya, yumakap, at muling ipikit ang mata habang bumubuo ng bagong pangarap.
na magmahal at masaktan (na naman).

sabihin mo nga sa akin,
mali ba na nararamdaman ko ito?
mali ba?

062611sadabo


11 comments:

  1. ako hindi.. i think im having a slow heart attack now.. did you get my dm? im still shaking now.. literally.. :( i dont like this.. really.

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  2. I'll lend you an advise Sir Ron gave me: "Observe mo lang." ;)

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  3. oh my:) Kilig! pero bakit malungkot?

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  4. @urbanmiss... ayaw ko na mag observe..

    @addicted.. bat ba kyo kinikilig.. it wasnt meant for kilig.. hai.. :( stressful...

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  5. i DMed you :))

    i really hope you r fine now :))

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  6. observe from afar, both good and bad and see if it's worth it. but if you don't think you're really up for anything, don't push it but don't block it either. mas magpupumilit iyan sa harap mo. just let it be for the meantime....

    hay...makapost nga ng ganito isa sa mga araw na ito...hihihi! =)

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  7. @urban miss..

    guess, i am more of the blocking the past days.. Pilosopong Komikero is even pissed by what i am doing.. hai.. stressful talaga.. weird, just the thought of these things give me the shivers.. weird.. :(

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  8. Be open to everything, in ups and downs, in rejoicing and in mourning, in appreciation and rejection. This is life all about, Nikki!

    "Serious mode ang comment ko noh?..haha"

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  9. @mistersilent..

    ooppss.. pati pala toh nabasa moh.. hahaha.. walang basagan trip.. toinks!!! inlove ka kasi kaya ganyan ka!! haha.. local ano nga sya??? haha..

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  10. hahaha..-) local 5603..call mo siya now na..hehehe..-)

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