kindHEARTS

cried myself to sleep last night because of so much fear on what may happen to me this day. an addition to those fears were loneliness striking big time again.. hai, shit really happens big time huh...

i brought to dreamland with me the positive words of little angels back home, plus those of my sisters and friends here. i whispered-shout my prayers last night, begging for kind hearts to rule today.. surprisingly, after realizing i woke up this morning, i saw myself frowning for waking up (sorry God, not that i don't want to wake up anymore, you know i was just really scared this morning).

at lunch today i received a text which says 

manila moon at st. francis st.

don't be totally heavily worried about everything going wrong around you, that's my job.

- God-

i don't usually read forwarded messages, but i was glad i read the message this time.

to make the day's story short, my immediate bosses were so supportive of me and "as usual" got my back for the lapse i have done again. and for my big boss, she smiled at me after learning what i did wrong again.

i was really surprised by her reaction, no hurting words came out; no reprimand. just a smile and a joke.
after the encounter, i went to the lady's room and cried happy and grateful tears. i was crying hard because i was so happy and thankful to God.

kind hearts ruled today. compassion poured like rain too. 

it is another humbling experience for me. it is another showcase of His love for me.

if i may put it,

magsisimula pa lang nga ang passion ni Jesus, nasa resurrection na ako agad.

see how God's love work? 

with this i bring to prayer that i get to know Him more each day, and that i become a better person for His greater glory. teach me to love without conditions Lord God, and that i find peace in loving just because. 

power and magic combined :)

thank you God for beautiful souls around me.
thank you, really. :)

041911tuesday

(in full humility and gratefulness)