here's another old blog entry i wrote in hablon_dawani, my ohhh friendster blog... it was titled when love breaks, sept16.06 (a tribute to a doctor with a broken heart, peace yow!).. :)
(from my 090506 journal entry)
may isa akong kaibigan. at his young age, he has created his own mark in his chosen field. kilala sya for having achieved a lot and for the passion he holds for everything that he does. to many who do not know him much, one may find him to be just another person who just want recognition. but to a very few who know the deeper side of him, he is a friend who knew love and everything in it.
i was just thinking about him earlier today. kanina kasi, nakita ko syang umiyak. although its natural for people to cry, kanina ko lang siya nakitang umiyak sa harap ko. for a moment i really didnt know what to do. ngayon ko lang kasi nakita ng mas malinaw yung isang bahagi pa ng pagkatao niya. yung bahagi ng pagkatao niya with his vulnerabilities. that part of him na mas tao siya. and that part of him na umiiyak siya dahil nagmahal siya at minahal siya.
naiisip ko, kahit sino pala talaga pwedeng madurog kapag pinili nitong mag mahal. kahit "doctor ka pa na obsessive compulsive" o kahit "professor ka pa na sobra kung magbigay ng assignments", ay may kahinaan din kapag nasaktan ng dahil sa pagmamahal.
marami na rin akong natutunan sa pagmamahal. alam ko na kapag nagmahal ka, hindi guarantee na hindi ka masasaktan. sabi sa isang pelikula, wala daw exact formula ang pag ibig. magkaiba ang karanasan ng bawat isa. at ang karanasan na yun ang magtuturo ng hiwaga at majika na dulot ng pag ibig.
my friend may be hurting right now. but i know in time he will be fine. in God’s time, all shall be well.