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i am starting to have my daily routine. unti-unti na kong nasasanay sa mga dapat kong gawin sa araw-araw. but lately, i realized that i have yet too many things i have to learn and unlearn.

para kay yellowcab:

• dont choose efficiency over service so you wont be reprimanded;
• dont say no i cannot find it even if you already tried looking a zillion times;
• keep your observations to yourself first; then study the crowd;
• dont ride the jeepney thinking they are all going to the same place so that you wont be lost again;

• know what is around you so that you will know from the start that you are just in one place at paikot-ikot ka lang;
• dont ask about people who can make you sad;
• or better yet, dont ask at all;
• or best, do not meet with people from home when you are not ready;
• dont ride the mrt listening to the same music over and over so you wont make people wonder why you are crying;
• bring a book all the time so that you have company during lunch;
• find a way to avoid footbridges so you both wont get too tired;
• read books. and next time, choose the books well;
• pray that next time you get another resume, it wont be a name too familiar (for heavens sake, 2 similar names last week; and 1 this week; how unfair can the day be);
• stop staring across while eating dinner, just eat and enjoy the food;
• continue talking and singing for your light, soon.. things will be a lot better..

i still have a lot of big sighs everyday.. and i still have moments when i feel that a lot of things are so absurd..
Pilyong Querobin said that these are omens..
Unseen Asset said that iba ang hinahanap ng puso at hinahanap ng mata..
I say its not funny at all.. can heaven just spare me with these things... i get it na.. really..

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